As you sit in the corner with scars
I want to show you the space with stars
Your past haunts and never leaves you alone
The only comfort you hold is the phone
When you hear my song you run to it
If only for a tiny, your happy for a bit
Smirks and smiles dance upon your face
It feels like a light has finally found a place
A place in your once shattered heart
Like new, your heart assembles into art
The sky is now just place for us hold
Beyond the sky, space is so full and bold
But when you close your eyes we are there
Dancing and laughing with free of care
Lost in anothers eyes and embrace
As our soul flames dance in our place
Whizzing past the
Silence is my dear friend by eleventh-wound, literature
Literature
Silence is my dear friend
Silence is my dear friend
It will be by friend until the end
It never was welcomed until I killed
The recoil, emptiness concealed
But at least within it I will be home
Memories, my friends, never alone
I walk through the valley armed
Only shall the demons be alarmed
I am one of whose walk is steady
I am always prepared and ready
Death is my guardian as I walk
Hand in hand we don't talk
So allow me to past on by
Do not speak, neither truth nor a lie
I may come only to go like a ghost
Honestly I am just not like most
I have earned my stripes with blood
To earned loyalty in a fierce flood
I have no reason to be of this world
When I stand, my sou
This silence was never meant to be held for so long. I held it close for in its nothingness I was strong. Turning a blind eye to the flames around me. They grew higher until there was nothing left to be. Among the ashes I found the remains of our past. Notes, letters, photographs that I hoped to have last. Nothing I should feel but I know I fucked up. So used to the thought of you but it was only a holdup. That old hoodie smells of you still after all of these years. It is tattered and beaten up but you wearing it still appears. Your perfume still lingers like an unforgottable notes of song. The images of roads that lead nowhere now feels so wrong. But I must be mistaken, it is not like we talk aymore. This silence use to stand for something, like a closed door. Something that is there but never talked about by anyone. I dont want to speak of what was there but the door still stands. A happy yet painful reminder of time wasted by two sets of hands. No matter how many times I burn this
As I breathe cold air into me
I tried to stay sober to just be
They tell me that I will be fine
But demons tell me to cross a line
One drink, one sip won't hurt
Everything seems like dirt
It doesn't matter what I do
To end it all without a clue
I want to disappear into the air
Leaving this place with no care
I want to say I am sorry to you
But we both know that isn't true
Empty words echo in my head
I speak them and they fall like lead
I want someone to talk to again
To get from out of this tight skin
The night brings me these thoughts
Each idea is made of different knots
I can't unravel it all as it forms a noose
Please come, I need to be cu
She told him not to leave
All is lost, nothing to believe
The summer air grows cold fast
Life is fleeting, youth never will last
The sweet music of the angels dance
It plays as if this is their only last chance
Words are now shallow, just like her breath
He says he can not handle what is after death
Sirens blare somewhere in night, it is too far away
Lover for the other is shared without the to word say
She takes his cold hand in hers as he sheds a single tear
When the car rolled and flipped, a single moment full of fear
She whispers the final goodbye to him as colored lights appear
He squeezes her hand tightly as one slips away into sweet no
Such a pretty little girl
She watched the world twirl
She sat quietly as it burns
Flames grow high as it turns
Skull bride that is she
More hollow she will be
Face of bone white
Oh what a lovely sight
Take my hand before it is too late
Catch me before I fall to my fate
I feel like I am slipping into something
It is the pain of acting like nothing
I know our parents will not understand
If I could I would stop times sand
To be frozen in the moment, no pain
But here we stand in the pouring rain
I only wanted us together without hate
To be us without fear of others berate
To walk in the street greeted with love
Not our love being others are sick of
Take my hand and lets walk away
Go somewhere with out any one say
Love is love, we will continue to be us
No one can stop our love be thus.
As if it wasn't hard enough today
I hang off of what you didn't say
The unspoken words cut deep
I wish you could just take a leap
Into my arms let me protect you
Inside your heart holds a clue
To what might bring down your wall
I wish to walk once again the hall
To see your shy smile once again
But time has stopped what of then
The memories come to me like a monster
I walked away to find some scrap of honor
Only to return in hand with nothing but pain
I came back with pain that made me sane
You and I were something uniquely destructive
The beginning memories of us are slightly seductive
But time after time I am reminded that you are you
A gho
Breathe! Dam it, just breathe
Tell the demons to leave
Your life isnt worth taking
Your still in the making
Stay with me, focus on me
Allow yourself once just to be
Pleaae focus on my eyes
I know, it hurts, but dont fall for lies
Squeeze my hand. Harder!
Scream, let it out. LOUDER!
Feel better? I hope so dear
Breathe, I am here so no fear
Good, you are calming down
Let me see smile not a silly frown
I don't speak, for my skin is my scoll
For my past is drawn to show the toll
The times filled of pain, sorrow, & the good
Times from my mixed adult days & childhood
Images, writing, symbols for all to see
Even after death, they will speak for me
My skin tells of the times I wish not say
But it also tells of times of a great day
A blue owl speaks of wisdom gotten by pain
The Cheshire cat tells of times of tearful rain
Dog tags remembers the fallen sacrifice
A rainbow bear whispers motherly advice
The twin dragons made by those separate
Shackles broken to be no one's prisoner again
88-08-12 keeps me here and not back then
Colorful skin showcas
I am the sole reason.. by eleventh-wound, literature
Literature
I am the sole reason..
I am the sole reason for the lyrics pouring from your lips
The lyrics that have fallen onto the paper by your finger tips
The lyrics born from a free mind that only wants to create
Lines that are written are ones to compel and temp the fate?
We dont know how or why but the lyrics keep pouring
The lyrics keep falling some just go off soaring
Soaring up to the ever changing sky
As hard to stop the lyrics, you try
They keep pouring out like its nothing
Look at what they say, it might mean something...
As we dance in black upon stars by eleventh-wound, literature
Literature
As we dance in black upon stars
As we dance in black upon stars
Music and lights, ease the scars
staring not into the nothingness
but into your eyes full of happiness
above the earthly heaven
we beyond our ether seven
as space and time swirls around
we behold nothing but loves sound
hearts beat as one
to be bathed light of moon and sun
life stands still as we drift to the unknown
the last of light fading leaves your face
leaving only the darkness in its place
Yet like a flame your blue eyes shine
like emeralds, I know your mine
we drift, whispering love, to me you call
as like a shooting star together we free fall
The Green tree...
As a young woman sat beside a green tree
She said goodbye to a young man off to war
To meet near the tree, they swore
She always said my love will come back to me
She sat there unwavering for many of years
She would sing of her love to fight the fears
The locals were cruel and mocked her song
But she still she sang for him who her heart belong
As the years went on the woman sat there
From gold to a silver color changed her hair
She never wept nor gave up, as she sat under the tree
The locals told stories of how once was her beauty
The tree grew old and died, the woman still sat and wait
Still waiting for her most beloved, on
Such a pretty little girl
She watched the world twirl
She sat quietly as it burns
Flames grow high as it turns
Skull bride that is she
More hollow she will be
Face of bone white
Oh what a lovely sight
Take my hand before it is too late
Catch me before I fall to my fate
I feel like I am slipping into something
It is the pain of acting like nothing
I know our parents will not understand
If I could I would stop times sand
To be frozen in the moment, no pain
But here we stand in the pouring rain
I only wanted us together without hate
To be us without fear of others berate
To walk in the street greeted with love
Not our love being others are sick of
Take my hand and lets walk away
Go somewhere with out any one say
Love is love, we will continue to be us
No one can stop our love be thus.
Breathe! Dam it, just breathe
Tell the demons to leave
Your life isnt worth taking
Your still in the making
Stay with me, focus on me
Allow yourself once just to be
Pleaae focus on my eyes
I know, it hurts, but dont fall for lies
Squeeze my hand. Harder!
Scream, let it out. LOUDER!
Feel better? I hope so dear
Breathe, I am here so no fear
Good, you are calming down
Let me see smile not a silly frown
I don't speak, for my skin is my scoll
For my past is drawn to show the toll
The times filled of pain, sorrow, & the good
Times from my mixed adult days & childhood
Images, writing, symbols for all to see
Even after death, they will speak for me
My skin tells of the times I wish not say
But it also tells of times of a great day
A blue owl speaks of wisdom gotten by pain
The Cheshire cat tells of times of tearful rain
Dog tags remembers the fallen sacrifice
A rainbow bear whispers motherly advice
The twin dragons made by those separate
Shackles broken to be no one's prisoner again
88-08-12 keeps me here and not back then
Colorful skin showcas
Through cherry blossoms I shift
As I do so, my mind is lost in a drift
A drift in a cloud of decisions of war
What nots and what ifs never to end
To lay to rest my enemy not my friend
But as time flows on by, we all die
Some die sooner than what we need
Some live longer, longing to be freed
Freedom from the demons of the past
Demons that live on in scars that last
They ask, what have you become
The painful death that took someone
Should of been me not them
Memory playing over and over again
I took flight to Japan trying to escape
But like reaction it was too late
My rock crumbled and fell apart
Trying to swallow my pain
Was like trying to st
Pen to paper, I write a thought
Single list of what has been taught
Lessons handed down by life
Leaving marks in me like a knife
Through blood, sweat, and tears
I have lost hope to my own fears
Yet on my knees I still build
Building what is left unfulfilled
Close to finish, but never done
I slave under the moon and sun
The cold is my sign that I live
Cold driven by fear, I survive
I keep moving, trying to move past
But I as start the unknown comes fast
Suffocating me till I yield to it
Taking from me, leaving my wrists slit
Blood pours forth as my ink
With each written word, makes link
A link tying me to this paper
As I write my last word, I
As we meet within the false sense of dreams
I hold past knowledge, about to bust at the seams
Emotions not felt for years come like new
I can say that you are truly rare and few
I stand cold and numb to this
I know the feeling of hatred and bliss
But I feel only nothing but remorse
Is this hell or heaven, a repeat or recourse
I fall to my knees as blood covers my hands
Heavy soul and body, as if covered in iron bands
As I stare at you, I stand up
You come to me silently and hand me a cup
Filled with blood and tears
From only what of love's taught fears
I drink hoping this will destroy the past
Everything grows dark suddenly and fast
Only to s
I am still alive, I know exciting shit y'all.... Feels good to write new stuff and putting up old hidden poetry. So yes.... =.= *sigh* Nothing new to report, just still breathing and wondering the greatest questions to life. IE; Why is it every time I play the SONG OF STORMS on the ocarina does it not storm.... Some one needs to call some one to fix that... ya.... Flamingo is a funny word.
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