Music playing drowning the sorrow
It carries me into morning of tomorrow
Maybe I am lying to myself, I still care?
Can I speak of what we not dare
I hate yet love what I have become
I finally feel like I am a someone
Instead of just the fool that we knew
But yet I don't if I lost or still am true
I feel like I am me but yet still held back
As if ready to defend while about to attack
I lay with my morality and deep regret
My mind over working the many mind set
I lay to wonder who we have drifted to be
You living as nothing, and I just cursing me
The brutal honesty is what we need, right?
To better our understanding of why we had to fight?
Who knew that I was going to erupt in flames
Left to smolder out with only theses stupid games