Silence

Through cherry blossoms I shift
As I do so, my mind is lost in a drift
A drift in a cloud of decisions of war
What nots and what ifs never to end
To lay to rest my enemy not my friend
But as time flows on by, we all die
Some die sooner than what we need
Some live longer, longing to be freed
Freedom from the demons of the past
Demons that live on in scars that last
They ask, what have you become
The painful death that took someone
Should of been me not them
Memory playing over and over again
I took flight to Japan trying to escape
But like reaction it was too late
My rock crumbled and fell apart
Trying to swallow my pain
Was like trying to stop the rain
With that they died with silence
A loud crash, life ended with violence
Alone is am I now, bitter sweet
Two lights vanished, death did cheat
I sit by myself in a land so new
Now I must go without you two
I am sorry I am so broken my dears
Wish I could have destroyed my fears
But alone I do sit in the dark
Broken mind, soul, and now heart